Payday

I am so happy today because its my first paycheck. It's not a lot but it's good and I am going shopping, buy my son some clothes and buy some groceries and let's not forget the gas. I hadn't work for like a year I have been a stay-home mom so having this check its a good feeling. And likewise a bad one because I have to leave my son 8 hours everyday for five days. And my conscience is haunting me down but mommy gotta work. Its hard for me to leave sometimes and say goodbye to my son, I don't want to be a bad mother and I hope he'll understand that. I am working so I could help pay bills and do my share,you know..