My Perfect 10

1. He is my friend, best friend, and lover.
2. He is always there for me especially when I needed a shoulder to cry on.
3. He always catch me every time I stumble and fall.
4. He always wipe my tears and cheers me up.
5. He accepts my flaws and shortcomings.
6. He loved me just the way I am.
7. He showers me lots of compliments whenever I get insecure.
8. He take cares of me whenever I don't feel good and ill.
9. He holds my hand and hug me whenever I am frightened.
10. He is the man of my life, my husband, my partner in crime, and my love of my life.

Emptiness

I'm sitting here staring at the monitor.
Nothing in mind and nothing to write.
Try to come up some words, but
End up empty.

I guess I'm just bored.
I'm chatting with my best friend
Waiting her reply
Waiting,
Waiting,
And waiting.

And,finally, there it is.
I miss her so,
I miss my old friends
Does this ever make sense?
I know I'm pathetic.
But, I can live with that.

Busy Life

I hadn't post for quite a while, I had been busy working and as well as taking care of my family... And I missed blogging already and just right now I've been able to write something because my son is asleep. You guys have a good sunday!

St. Patrick's Day

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So what

Woke up today staring at the ceiling thoughts wandering to the memory lane. The lane where I don't want ever to set my foot on-my past. A past where I want to buried and forget it forever but I know it would be so impossible to do it. I moved on and living in the present with a happy and content life. Reminiscing the past is my reminder that I can go through with my life with a head up and proud to myself that I am able to withstand the hardest problem that Him have ever throw at me.

I do not resent Him for giving me that challenge and it was a challenge indeed. In fact, I was thankful for Him with that. That challenge changed me of who I was and who I am now. It made me stronger, taught me not take crap from anybody, be able to speak out my mind, and most of all, it taught me to accept and love myself of who I am.

Some people want to change me,they want to control me and they treat me like I am the dumbest person in the world.And for a long time I believe this people and I trusted this people and I woke up one day realizing that this isn't me...I am not dumb.

This is who I am and I am who I am. I love of who I am. I don't need anybody to validate me and define me. I'm gonna make my own mistakes and I am gonna live my life the way I want it and enjoy every bit of it. Life is too short to care to what people think of you. I am not hurting anybody and if they don't like me because I want to be myself. I don't know what to tell you.

Either hate me or like me, I could care less.

needing stuff for party

My son's birthday is coming up. My husband and I are planning to give him a party in the backyard. And we think his old enough for some fun party stuff like bouncy houses and slide so we are gonna rent one. But, the problem is our schedule is just so hectic that going all through rental party store is just impossible. I don't know if we ever gonna pull this through until his friends at work told us about this online classifieds. "Hmmm", we said and so we check it out. It was great! We were able to check all the store that do rentals locally. Browsing was easy because it was categorized. You could check it anytime because it doesn't cost you anything. You could check rentals around your region and be able to see what you want because everything is already in there from pictures to description. And potential customer can contact the renter through e-mail and arrange rentals. See how easy that was!

Daylight Savings Time

Hey,you,guys don't forget to set your clock. Tomorrow is daylight savings time, I think its hour ahead. Well, as the saying goes, "spring forward,fall backward", so you better go to bed hour early to catch up with the time change. In the Philippines I don't think we have daylight savings time, it's kinda different,well it is different I never knew it till I move here in Texas. If you want to know the history,why,anecdotes and etc,visit this site.

we call him "Bambi"

This a picture of a deer in our neighbors yard, it's not so clear because I took it from a far because everytime I get close to him he run away. But, anyways he's a deer that got lost and got separated from his family, jumped over this yard and he couldn't jumped back again. And we went in there yesterday to see him, he's with his lama friend(the lama wasn't in the picture). And we call him bambi because he is so beautiful and he just like Bambi. And hopefully next time I can get a good picture of him and post it in here. And hopefully too he stay in there but I doubt it because I know he misses his family...He probably be back in the woods once he can jump on that fence...well, I'm gonna go try today take a picture of him... Wish me luck!

Payday

I am so happy today because its my first paycheck. It's not a lot but it's good and I am going shopping, buy my son some clothes and buy some groceries and let's not forget the gas. I hadn't work for like a year I have been a stay-home mom so having this check its a good feeling. And likewise a bad one because I have to leave my son 8 hours everyday for five days. And my conscience is haunting me down but mommy gotta work. Its hard for me to leave sometimes and say goodbye to my son, I don't want to be a bad mother and I hope he'll understand that. I am working so I could help pay bills and do my share,you know..

food cravings

Right at this moment I am craving for Filipino food. I am craving for dried fish(bolad), bagoong, and other salty foods with white steamed rice. Its just sucks because I couldn't find an Asian store or Filipino store in our town, I have to go to Dallas or Tyler to get those delicious food. Unluckily me my husband and I don't have the same days-off and I am scared to drive to the city with just myself,it sucks,huh? Oh,well, I might as well head to work and probably stop by in Chinese buffet restaurant, it might not be the same thing but it will ease up my cravings....Adios!